I want to say something. U guys are great friends. I really appreciate that u all care for me enough to always consider my feelings. But two of my DA friends got boyfriends while I’ve been healing from my breakup & they decided not to share their news until months later or until I found out on my own all b/c they were thinking of me.
I don’t know how stuff works in the world of girls but guys don’t work like that. Or at least not this guy. It might have got to me if u lived around here & were all cuddles & kisses in front of me while I have been healing. But u girls have forgotten that I like knowing that u are happy. Don’t worry about me. Tell me your news. Your being happy takes away from me being sad. I can focus on finding a picture of these guys just in case I have to go whoop their asses for any reason. & u can tell me how u met & tell me how he’s been good so that I don’t have to use the picture at all & that I worry too much. Trust me. It’s good for me. If I’m thinking about u guys & being there for u then I’m not thinking so much about all of my bullshit. (Healing is coming along good by the way. I don't really think so much about being sad anymore & I hold my head up now. Even to her. I don't think I'm ready for a new girlfriend though. I think I'll work on having fun & all of my other life roles instead. Son. Big brother. Nephew. Friend. Dancer. Student. My life is pretty full anyway.)
& I’m not mad that u didn’t say anything but I want u to know from now on that it doesn’t bother me. (Okay Lela & Mokena?) & to anybody else that wants to have happy romantic accidents it's all good.
& GG! Tell me more about that Josh guy. I feel bad that all I can do is praise him for not getting killed for disturbing u in the morning or make fun of him for his choice in football team.
Anyway, I hope to be online more when Holly comes home from Wisconsin. It’s been a lot busier without her here & Vivi has been anxious to see her again too. She’ll be coming home on March 9th so she’s here for my dad’s birthday. Wish us guys some luck here!